Self Expression

      ctto/picture (photo not mine) I won't mind it, again I won't pressure myself, again I won't stress myself, again I won't be overreacting, again I won't let suffer myself from this, again I won't let my mental health to be affected, again I don't want to feel like I've lost myself, again I don't want to get to the point I'm crying, again All I want is kind of step it out for awhile Trying to control my over think Breath in and breath out Whatever I do always still haunts my mind I always admit that I underestimate myself My head is full of shuttered blast spreading Despite of being how strong I am in the outside then I am lower in the inside Follow my Wattpad account: @graciessolace 

      ctto/picture (photo not mine) Deep thoughts Looking at the beauty of the night sky When the wind blew on my body it was as if I was with someone So my heart starts to itch with pain Wondering what that means but my whole system can't figure it out Slowly my tears flowed Follow my Wattpad account: @graciessolace 

       ctto/picture (photo not mine) You forced me into doing things I didn’t want to do Treating me in ruthless way you want Hiding all the pain and hatred I felt Maintaining my composure whenever my knee becomes weak Pointing to my face while saying hurtful words Despite what you have done I still want to stay by your side even if it causes me so much pain My love for you is beyond my love for myself Follow my Wattpad account: @graciessolace 

       ctto/picture (photo not mine) I don’t feel like I want to do anything My heart and soul It was a completely blackout My eyes just opened as if nothing really existed There is no emotion was shown on my face Lying on the bed with a blanket covering my body and hugging the pillow Talking and chatting with people I know I’m not interested in I never regained their vibes they gave me I just wanted to end the conversation as much as possible Follow my Wattpad account: @graciessolace